For years, I’ve been blind
Hidden in society’s shadow
Under influence of substances
Beneath my true potential
But then… I saw her
Our eyes met and locked
Peering into the soul’s deepest depths
Time slowly stopped
Our worlds completely collided
Stars unexpectedly exploded
And I knew
If I wanted to have her
I needed to change
So with every ounce of inner-will
I cut off and let go my bad habits
And sobered the fuck up
Reborn and brand new, I went to her
With roses in hand, eyes blur
To only discover and find out
She was leaving the state tomorrow…
:/
Despite it all, i am okay
Because life works in mysterious ways
And I am now truly, fully awakened
Different, fresh, and alive
What was once just a spark inside
Now feels like a celestial, transcendent Sun
For that, I am grateful
Thank you God
But fuck You too
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